grief and sorrow

when the night seems so still,
my mind went berserk and thrill.
right in this lonely night,
you told me to fight with might.

i couldn't let this whole thing down,
i love you so much, i almost drown.
now that you are gone,
my heart is shattered and torn.

all i could do now, is just to say 'i'm okay',
thats the only way, to set your heart at bay.
now that you've left me for other,
i still have the desire.

yes, i want you back so badly,
but all i could is only cry,
in my heart just so sadly,
i'm just about to die.

my mind seems blank,
lying on this one hard pank.
the emptiness inside,
i've fainted and collide.

it is just so true,
i couldn't let down of you.
now my sad and lonely heart,
really need your hug.

my love, please come back one day, my heart is so epmty without you. I don't know what to say.
now that you said we were friends, but the way i recieve, its just like i am irritating to you. what should i do? to tell you my love for you is true, now i really need you, to ment this broken heart. still i awaits you, i hope what you said is true, you still love me do you? just one day, i fainted. what should i do? i cant do it without you.

My thoughts are selfish, my mind only thinks of myself, i didn't think about your happiness. i am alright, just go ahead will you? have a nice time with him, your smile your happiness, is what i really want to see. I here wish it'll be a long and lasting relationship, as for me, just call for me when you need. im right here. ready to serve you. people might this i'm an idiot, but i dont think so. cause helping you and serving you, just to see your smile, i really am satisfied just to able to help you. when u need me anytime. My angel . . . i will be alright, just let me serve you. . .